I guess I should give a little explanation as to, well, everything. I guess I will just start with a basic overview. I am 24 years old and graduated college in 2011 from a small, private Methodist school in north Texas. College, like most people was where I really found "myself"and where this really starts. Before I ever graduated high school I knew I wanted to be in a fraternity and the moment I got to college I found the perfect one for me who, for future purposes of protection, will remain nameless. After a semester of rushing and pledgeship and not being hazed I was finally given the privelges of full membership. I embraced the "frat life" of short chinos, sperries, polos and frat swoops, nothing too different from most fraternity guys, but it was during the fall semester of 2008 that my life began to take a change to abnormal forever...